Fish & Bird

 

They bought a round for the sailor

And they heard his tale

Of a world that was so far away

And a song that we’d never heard

A song of a little bird

That fell in love with a whale

 

He said: you cannot live in the ocean

And she said to him: You never can live in the sky

But the ocean is filled with tears

And the sea turns into a mirror

And there’s a whale in the moon when it’s clear

And a bird on the tide

 

Please don’t cry

Let me dry your eyes

So tell me that you will wait for me

Hold me in your arms

I promise we never will part

I’ll never sail back to the time

But I’ll always pretend you’re mine

Though I know that we both must part

You can live in my heart

 

2002

 


Emotional Weather Report


late night and early morning low clouds
with a chance of fog
chance of showers into the afternoon
with variable high cloudiness
and gusty winds, gusty winds
at times around the corner of
Sunset and Alvorado
things are tough all over
when the thunder storms start
increasing over the southeast
and south central portions
of my apartment, I get upset
and a line of thunderstorms was
developing in the early morning
ahead of a slow moving coldfront
cold blooded
with tornado watches issued shortly
before noon Sunday, for the areas
including, the western region
of my mental health
and the northern portions of my
ability to deal rationally with my
disconcerted precarious emotional
situation, it's cold out there
colder than a ticket taker's smile
at the Ivar Theatre, on a Saturday night
flash flood watches covered the
southern portion of my disposition
there was no severe weather well
into the afternoon, except for a lone gust of
wind in the bedroom
in a high pressure zone, covering the eastern
portion of a small suburban community
with a 103 and millibar high pressure zone
and a weak pressure ridge extending from
my eyes down to my cheeks cause since
you left me baby
and put the vice grips on my mental health
well the extended outlook for an
indefinite period of time until you
come back to me baby is high tonight
low tomorrow, and precipitation is
expected

1975

 


 

 

Christmas Card from a Hooker in Minneapolis

hey charlie i'm pregnant
and living on 9th street
right above a dirty bookstore
off euclid avenue
and i stopped takin dope
and i quit drinkin whiskey
and my old man plays the trombone
and works out at the track

and he says that he loves me
even though its not his baby
and he says that he'll raise him up
like he would his own son
and he gave me a ring
that was worn by his mother
and he takes me out dancin
every saturday night

hey charlie i think about you
everytime i pass a fillin station
on account of all the grease
you used to wear in your hair
and i still have that record
of little anthony and the imperials
but someone stole my record player
now how do you like that

hey charlie i almost went crazy
after mario got busted
so i went back to omaha
to live with my folks
everyone i used to know
was either dead or in prison
so i came back to minneapolis
this time i think i'm gonna stay

hey charlie i think i'm happy
for the first time since my accident
and i wish i had all the money
that we used to spend on dope
i'd buy me a used car lot
and i wouldn't sell any of ‘em
i'd just drive a different car every day
dependin on how i feel

hey charlie for chrissakes
do you want to know the truth of it?
i don't have a husband
he don't play the trombone
and i need to borrow money
to pay this lawyer
and charlie, hey
i'll be eligible for parole
come valentines day

1979

 

 


 

 

Frank's Wild Years


Well Frank settled down in the Valley
and hung his wild years
on a nail that he drove through
his wife's forehead
he sold used office furniture
out there on San Fernando Road
and assumed a $30,000 loan
at 15 1/4 % and put down payment
on a little two bedroom place
his wife was a spent piece of used jet trash
made good bloody marys
kept her mouth shut most of the time
had a little Chihuahua named Carlos
that had some kind of skin disease
and was totally blind. They had a
thoroughly modern kitchen
self-cleaning oven (the whole bit)
Frank drove a little sedan
they were so happy

One night Frank was on his way home
from work, stopped at the liquor store,
picked up a couple Mickey's Big Mouths
drank 'em in the car on his way
to the Shell station, he got a gallon of
gas in a can, drove home, doused
everything in the house, torched it,
parked across the street, laughing,
watching it burn, all Halloween
orange and chimney red then
Frank put on a top forty station
got on the Hollywood Freeway
headed north

Never could stand that dog

1983

 


 

 

 

$29.00

little black girl in a red dress

on a hot night with a broken shoe

little black girl you should have never left home

there’s probly someone that’s still waitin up for you

its cold back in chicago

but in los angeles

when all youv’e got is $29.00 and an alligator purse

 

you see that vulture in  the fleetwood

with the chartreuse hood

can see you’re tyring to get your bearings

and you say hey baby which ways the main stem

which way’s the main stem

and wherever you say you’re from

he’ll say he grew up there himself

 

and he’ll comeon and make you feel
like you grew up right next door to him

and you say take a left on central

and he throws it in reverse

cause you only got $29.00 and an alligator purse

 

and he’ll come on like a gentleman

and you’ll be a little shy

you say your ex old man was a sax player

he’ll say baby i used to play bass for sly

and you say you like his cadillac, say honey i got 2 or 3

he’ll say sweethear you’re sure fortunate

that you ran into me

when youv’e done a dime in the joint

you figure nothin could be worse

and you got $29.00 in an alligator purse

 

well he got pharoh on the 8 track

you stark smokin a little boo

you thinking getting out of chicago was the

best thing that ever happened to you

startin to like it already

this cat seems to be cool

and he says hone i know a good hotel out in west hollywood

that’d be just right for you

but he ain’t no good samaritan

he’ll make sure he’s reimbursed

lot more than $29.00 and an alligator purse

 

now the sirens just an epilog

the cops here always get there too late

they always stop for coffee on the way to the scene of the crime

then they always try so hard to look just like movie starts

they couldn’t catch a cold

baby don’t waste your dime

and she’s lucky to be a live

the docotr whispered to the nurse

she only lost a ½ pint of blood

$29.00 and an alligator purse

 

1979

 

 

 


 

 

Black Wings

Take an eye for an eye
Take a tooth for a tooth
Just like they say in the Bible
Never leave a trace or forget a face
Of any man at the table
When the moon is a cold chiseled dagger
Sharp enough to draw blood from a stone
He rides through your dreams on a coach
And horses and the fence posts
In the moonlight look like bones

Well they've stopped trying to hold him
With mortar, stone and chain
He broke out of every prison
Boots mount the staircase
The door is flung back open
He's not there for he has risen
He's not there for he has risen

Some say he once killed a man with a guitar string
He's been seen at the table with kings
Well he once saved a baby from drowning
There are those who say beneath his coat there are wings
Some say they fear him

Some say they fear him
Others admire him
Because he steals his promise
One look in his eye
Everyone denies
Ever having met him
Ever having met him

He can turn himself into a stranger
Well they broke a lot of canes on his hide
He was born away in a cornfield
A fever beats in his head just like a drum inside
Some say they fear him
Others admire him
Because he steals his promise
One look in his eye
Everyone denies
Ever having met him
Ever having met him

 

1992

 

 


 

 

 

 

I Don't Wanna Grow Up

When I'm lyin' in my bed at night
I don't wanna grow up
Nothin' ever seems to turn out right
I don't wanna grow up
How do you move in a world of fog
That's always changing things
Makes me wish that I could be a dog
When I see the price that you pay
I don't wanna grow up
I don't ever wanna be that way
I don't wanna grow up

Seems like folks turn into things
That they'd never want
The only thing to live for
Is today...
I'm gonna put a hole in my TV set
I don't wanna grow up
Open up the medicine chest
And I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna have to shout it out
I don't want my hair to fall out
I don't wanna be filled with doubt
I don't wanna be a good boy scout
I don't wanna have to learn to count
I don't wanna have the biggest amount
I don't wanna grow up

Well when I see my parents fight
I don't wanna grow up
They all go out and drinking all night
And I don't wanna grow up
I'd rather stay here in my room
Nothin' out there but sad and gloom
I don't wanna live in a big old Tomb
On Grand Street

When I see the 5 o'clock news
I don't wanna grow up
Comb their hair and shine their shoes
I don't wanna grow up
Stay around in my old hometown
I don't wanna put no money down
I don't wanna get me a big old loan
Work them fingers to the bone
I don't wanna float a broom
Fall in love and get married then boom
How the hell did I get here so soon
I don't wanna grow up

 

1992